Hi Fellow Yappers...

Last week, my Hubby’s family had lost someone that is dear to their hearts. Amma Timoh was the last surviving grandma among my hubby’s grandpa’s siblings. So we went to her funeral that morning. I managed to capture the moment when we were about to start our tahlil.

Funerals always remind us of death, and it makes us wonder if our bekalan of amalan is sufficient enough. Time nilah buat kite terhenti sebentar mengejar duniawi. Peringatan that one day we ourselves will face it. When the ustaz’s was reading the “Talkin” at the funeral something that he said really hit me.

He said that every morning roh roh orang yang sudah pergi akan menunggu malaikat tiba. Dan di situ mereka akan tertanya-tanya, “adakah anak-anak aku atau sesiapa mendoakan ku wahai malaikat?”. Jikalau ada antara kita yang mendoakan si mati maka jawab malaikat “Ada wahai si polan. Anak-anakmu/si polan ada mendoakanmu” maka tersenyumlah roh tadi. Akan tetapi jikalau tiada doa dibekalkan untuk si mati maka jawab malaikat “Tiada wahai si polan. Mereka sedang tido leka tidak mendoakanmu” maka menangisla roh tadi.

This makes me realize, well I’m not perfect, tak sempurna macam manusia lain. Ada ketika memang diakui I’ve forgotten to that for arwah mama. It breaks my heart because I know when she was around, I may have hurt her but to think that now she’s gone, I am still hurting her?..that’s just heartbreaking.

I remembered the day she went away. It was in 2008, just a week before Hari Raya Aidilfitri. It was definitely the saddest day of my life. I was at the hospital that morning when the Dr looked straight at my face saying “She only has few hours left. Please call all your family members and we will make her feel as comfortable as possible”. I still relived those moments every time teringat kan dia.

Dulu masa mama ade, I’ve always takes things for granted. Slalu rasa mama will be there for those big events and important days like my wedding day, bile beranak etc. Tp Allah lagi sayangkan mama kan. Walau apepun, Alhamdulillah, sebab Allah bagi mama kekuatan mase time convo and hari bertunang. Bersyukur sangat mama ade lagi time tu

Teringat lagi mama time raya mama cakap “ B, mehla tolong mama kat dapur, blajar masak rendang”. Boleh plak time tuh jawab “Ala takpela ma, tak kahwin lagi. Nanti nak dekat kawin barulah blajar”. Mama boleh gelak jer time tuh. Skarang, sume dah terlambat, tapi Alhamdulillah, walaupun malas, semua yang mama ajar dari kecik sampai besar, insyaAllah I will remember.

Kadang-kadang sedih and jeles tgk org lain ade mak. I wish I can be like that. Sedih thinking that Arissa and Shahien will never get the chance to know and jumpe their mamapah, rase kasih sayang mamapah. She would have loved both of you just like she showered Hannah with lots of love. Tapi dah qada and qadar and kite kene redha dgn pemergiannya.

Mama, a doting grandma. Always try to spend time with her only granddaughter at that point of time

Mama there’s so many things I wish I could do with you, I want to hug and kiss you and say how much I love you and thank you for all the things you’ve done for me throughout the first 24 years of my life. Hanya doa jer yang dapat nana sedekah kan. Al- fatihah...

The woman who has given me everything

 Here's a song for mama...

Anna Ke Aaron?

Hello fellow yappers!!

It’s been a while since my last entry. Lots of things happened during the long weekend but unfortunately tak dapat nak share since not much picture taken. Uwaaa nak nangis rase L (keluar air mata darah)

So… you guys must be wondering, what’s up with the title of my entry? For some of you yang still don’t know….

I’m…

I’m….

I’m pregnant!! 

Pregnant again?? Yes I am!!!. Ade orang may say that we tak control, but this is REZEKI and we are very fortunate. 2 years apart is a good gap :D (smiling ear to ear).  Anyways as usual when you are expecting, you can’t help feeling curious about the gender because that gives you the reason to goooooo SHOPPING!!!

This time around I don’t really have the urge to go shopping for baby stuff coz most of Arissa’s barang is still in good condition. But one thing that I really really really really want to upgrade is the stroller. I proposed this idea to my darling hubby but without even thinking he rejected the idea..*SOB* *SOB*..Fortunately I have a very helpful daughter. (Helpful you say? But she is only 20 months old!!) Yessss helpful!!..Simply because she managed to convinced my hubby that a tandem stroller is a MUST!!. 

Hari tuh pergi makan with my sister and her little family. Lepas dah habis, she wants to put Shahien (my 3^1/2 months old nephew) into the stroller. Tiba-tiba kedengaran bunyi tangisan baby yang tak macam baby tengah menangis melalak di seluruh subang parade..Ish ish anak aku rupenyeeee. She wants to sit in Shahien’s stroller sambil menghentak2 kaki and menjerit. So my hubby terpaksela bawak lari..i hate to say this darling but, I TOLD YOU SO!!...

My nephew yang comel lote pope lole..Mak Chu gerammm!!

Now that he is onboard with the idea, I’m considering whether to buy Britax B-Ready stroller or Phil and Ted’s stroller. Kawan2 yang dah ade experience boleh la bg idea yer. Tp Arissa dah naik Britax and she seems to like it. Siap takmo turun ok! I need to test drive Phil and Ted’s plak lepas ni. So untuk menjimat kan cost I am planning to get my friends (ehem eham, Aini and Ain..kalau bolehla..kalaula) that will fly to US soon to get it for me..Kalau bolehla (dalam hati tgh berdoa sekuat hati bolehla bolehla bolehla..kekeke).

Britax which has 14 different positions configuration (ehem ehem)

Phil and Ted's looks good as well

Since I’m getting a new one, I’m trying to sell off my old stroller. Brand Chicco Cortina. Still in good condition coz Arissa pun tak naik sangat. So kalau ade yang interested or any of your friends yang interested, jangan malu2 kucing k J.

Chicco Corina for sale..any takers?

Hopefully I will get the new stroller soon so that Arissa and Anna or Aaron can show it off. Hehe best tak name my unborn child. Tapi blum finalize lagi pun. Anyways here’s a sneak peek of the baby in my growing tummy J

Can you see the hand ttgh posing mcm Mr Burns in The Simpsons  *sigh*..dalam perut dah start posing

Don't know if you can see this, the baby tengah menerap!

Till then fellow yappers J

The one that looks like a bird

Hello fellow yappers!!

What do I want to yap about today? Hmm…let's start with my lil' girl.

Ok, my darling beautiful daughter Arissa, skarang has this habit. Kalau Nampak TV in our room, she will pass the remote either to me or her papa and cakap “Lala! Lala!”..so what does lala means?! Nope bukan ND Lala or the kepah that we call Lala..no..no..no..hehe

Die sebenarnye tengah referring to this youtube video yg elmo tengah nyanyi his self-titled song (Elmo song). Btw why youtube kat TV..ini adelah tontonan untuk org yg subscribe unifi sahaje :D…so back to the story if u watched the video you can see how big bird and snuffy was being sarcastic dekat elmo because he wrote his own song…sila la tonton!!

Btw who are this characters you may ask? If this is the case, obviously we are not from the same generation..but in case you dunno, I’ll be a darling and help you out..you can click on this link J

Because dah banyak kali tengok video ni and contributed to the number of views for this video (which is 54,303,933 and counting) tiba2 one night I notice that Arissa’s hair sometimes can be like big bird. Come to think of it rambut die can really be associated to characters burung..LOL…have a look and you tell me J

Like Big Bird From Sesame Street



Like Ramon from Happy Feet

and last but not least!!

Like some penguin dude from Happy Feet (sorry mak tak hengat!)

But whatever it is baby, mama loves you sooo much and you are my cutest little birdie :D

My Very First Entry

Hi Y'alls,

Y'alls?? Siapakah itu..tulis macam as if I have my own follower hehe..Well if you want to dream, dream big kan..so am just crossing my fingers.

The only reason am writting is because of my dear friend, Aini keeps bugging me to write. So kite tunggu dan lihat if i can get the hang of it...

So my first entry nothing much..like the address stated, me yapping!! :D...so stay tuned!!!