Terasa malas yang amat after the long weekend. Nak nak esok pun cuti lagi coz nak dating with hubby. Lagi lah malas..When you're this lazy, all you think of is going back to your loved ones. So what do i come home to?
Have a look at the video :)

Yeszaaa my two wonderful (sometimes annoying :P) kids. I love them nonetheless..Can't wait to go back and gomol both of you!!

 Happy Wednesday everyone!!

Twilight Mania

It all started back in 2008. I was still single back then and was posted in a project in Jakarta. Every week ulang-alik ke Jakarta. So that year, my sister in law (back then belum sister in law lagi) gave me books for my 24^th birthday. Wahhhhh mudenye daku. I remembered unwrapping my present and then I saw the cover of twilight. FYI to those who knows me, I memang penakut yang tahap giler babeng. So gelabah jugaklah dapat buku cover nye black color and ade tangan cengkung yang pucat / putih tengah pegang apple merah. Lepas tuh bace synopsis, what?!!!? VAMPIRE…BIAQ BETUI INAZ NIE!!!

Takut kan!!!...oklah i Exaggerated!!!

So tanpa segan silu I pi complain dekat my sister in law (I’m stressing here COMPLAINED!!) , saying that why did you give that book to me, takut la, macam-macam ayat mengada la yang telah dilontarkan. She just laughed and she told me the story about Edward and Bella. Wah wah, baru dengar cite dah rase melt. That next week on Monday, on the way to Jakarta, I started reading the book and instantly I fell in love with it. You can say that I am a hopeless romantic, tapi depan orang suka tunjuk macho. So time tuh berangan lah diri sendiri Bella and my hubby back then boyfriend, Zaid is Edward. Ahahahaha..nak tergelak pun ade.

To cut the story short, when I was preparing for my wedding, I somehow influenced one of my closest cousin, Kak Emi to read that book. OMG nak suruh bace punyelah susah. Die nie, if you know that I am penakut, she is worst..hehe (Sorry BP). But die pun somehow fell in love with it and she was pregnant at that point of time(ish ish ish).  She finish off all 4 books in the same week kot. Gilo!

So when the twilight the movie came out, I went with my hubby and few of my friends. New moon plak came out, hubby surprised me with gold class tickets coz I was pregnant with arissa time tuh. Time Eclipse keluar  tuh, he gave up, yelah chick flick. Tak larat nak layan kot, so me and kak emi went together. What a relieved for both our hubbies. So when breaking dawn part 1 keluar, my cuzzie surprised me with gold class ticks too, coz I was pregnant with Sophilea. And I think that’s why die tumbuh gigi taring dulu instead of the two gigi rabbit. Penangan Edward.

So when the last movie premier recently, it was my turn to surprise my cuzzie. So I book our seats at TGV Sunway Pyramid “The Club”. FUUHHH…syiok giler! At first lawak jugak because we saw two guys entered the cinema. We thought we were in the wrong hall. I siap bangun pegi check ok(being the paranoid me). Rupe-rupenye derang tuh “peminat” Edward Cullen. How do I know? Coz I heard them laughing mcm girls laughing suke tengok Edward. Heheh

Anyways, in the latest movie, you can see how the characters evolved and the quality of the movie has evolved too. If you remember Twilight was more like a budget movie back then, with the latest release, you can totally see the difference. Quality of film, quality of make up, quality of the scripts, quality of the CGI, quality of the stunts and even their acting got better(referring to Kirsten Stuart). But I think thanks to my STML (short term memory loss) after delivering Sophilea, it has definitely made the movie even better. Serious it was as if I have not read breaking dawn before. Kalau tak sure ade jer nak complain. See moral of the story always see the cup half full. To conclude, I think it was definitely the perfect ending to the whole saga. It did somehow bring a tear(I stress here “A”) to my eyes. Reason there’s nothing to look forward anymore.And yes I’m still in love with Edward Cullen (character in the book not movie coz my imagination is wayyyyyy better) So don’t forget to catch the movie ok, all the twilight fans out there. This is worth watching.

Where's that legohead?!?!

Where’s that legohead?!?

If you’re looking for review on legoland, I think you’re going to be disappointed. Hehe… Have you seen a legohead before. Yes the one yang nampak macam helmet tuh! Kalau tak pernah tengok sile tengok kat bawah...

OK! I’m sure most of us played with lego before and we did encountered the legohead. But have you ever seen a real life legohead….scroll la ke bawah...

                                          Keep On Scrolling :)

Macam legohead kan!..Meet my second daughter...Nik Hanis Sophilea AKA Legohead..hehehe

HAPPY MONDAY everyone!!

The Double "S"

This morning I woke up around 4am and tak boleh nak tido balik. One because Arissa has been soo lesak lately that she keeps on tendang, sepak, tumbuk and hempap me. Domestic abuse mase tido..kekek...Secondly my second baby in the tummy asyik tendang mcm thai kick boxer..sakit plak tuh..takpe takpe..at least I know you are strong in there. Thirdly, I am thinking about my brother's engagement this coming Sunday. Last but not least, I've been thinking about the cost of moving and the quotation I received yesterday from the movers..nak tau brape..sat nak bagi hangpa semua tengok..rase mcm nak terberanak smalam bile nengoknye...

Jeng jeng jeng....

 Mak aih!!!!...Mase tgk Total amount..rase nak terbranak ok..and may I remind you, that I am moving the stuff to a location which is 10km away jer. I shall not name the movers...tp sgt la tension sampai rase mcm nak jadi mcm polar bear kat bawah nie..Atie ,sorry kak nana used your fav animal nie.

 

Akibatnye I went home later that usual sebab my heart was palpilating like hell...*sigh*..anyways I am waiting for new quotation yang lebih masuk akal sebab quotation tadi tuh memanglah tak tercapai akal mu!! I hope they will give me reasonable price sebab last time I moved with the same movers it was wayyy cheaper and they did it in 1 day..nie mintak 2 days..dahla dah amik cuti sebab nak pindah nie.

So I ended up waking up like exhibit A down here and now looking like Exhibit B..Now I am having the double "S" = Sleepy + stress..Siap muntah-muntah plak pagi nie..haihhhh...oklah sajer nak meluah perasaan..

Till then..TATA!!

Cutie Pies....

Hi Fellow Yappers!

Last weekend, my family and I celebrated my one and only sister's birthday in Mutiara Crowne Plaza, Kuala Lumpur. It was organized by her beloved husband. I will update more pics on the birthday celebration.

For now, I sangat tak tahan, that I just have to share this cute video of Arissa and her cousin, Shahien. Shahien is my sister's son. Baru jer 5 bulan tapi tinggi!!..Ikut bapak die nie..I call him lil' enguini mak chu. Coz rambut die mcm penguin..(i dunno what's up with me and birds..kept comparing them with little babies..hehe)...Mommy Shahien jangan marah yer... :p...Arissa plak panggil die oww no no because when bile jumpe Shahien I will do that OLOLOLO thingy and she followed..trus jadi Oww no no...

As for now..enjoy this two cutie pies :)

A mother's dilemma

It’s a wet Monday morning. I was lazy to get up, probably in my *Garfield Mode*. My body is like Garfield now anyways. I saw my little girl right in the middle of the bed. “ Good she’s still asleep! Better get ready before she wakes up and better yet if she will sleep through the journey to Atok’s house” I said to myself.

Dreadfully, I dragged my feet and took my shower, put on my clothes for work, did my prayers and prepared the car before we start our journey. Once everything was ready, I carried Arissa and her “Atai” (that’s what she call her bantal busuk) to the car. It was a smooth ride as she was sleeping soundly at the back seat.

When I reached my father’s place, I parked my car under the porch and saw the white front door opened. And there he was, a middle aged man, smiling waiting for his granddaughter with his golf attire. It is his routine to go for golfing on Mondays. Quickly he asked “Where’s Arissa?” . She’s asleep I said. Without hesitation, he went back into the house and prepared Arissa’s place. I went to the car and carried Arissa out. Slowly and gently I carried her into the house hoping that she will remain sleeping.

As I was about to put her on the pillow, she woke up and looked around in the dark. I have switched off the lights so that she will not wake up. She started crying after noticing that we were not in our house anymore. I cradled her and she stopped crying. I told her calmly “Baby, mama have to go to work today, you have to stay here with Atok and Oma. I will pick you up in the evening”. She understood and started crying again. I hugged her tightly, and gave her milk.

 I placed her back at her napping area and while she was drinking her milk, her eyes was set on me. She did not turn anywhere else. Probably she was making sure that I will not leave her behind. She was so happy for the past 5 days. Last week she had fever and I have decided to take leave to take care of her. I guess she got used to the idea of waking up in the morning and I will be there when she wakes up. After finishing her milk, she got up and hugged me tightly and kept saying “Mama, mama!”. I think she was telling me not to go.

After a while, her Oma decided to take her away from me so I can make my way to work. She started crying frantically and kept screaming “MAMA! MAMA!”. My heart breaks but I could not do anything as I have to go to work. I closed the door behind me and I can still hear her crying. I was trying to be strong, eventually lost and shed a tear.

I drove my car with a heavy heart. And the weather, need I remind you was not helping at all. While driving I kept thinking of Arissa. I thought about how it was like when I grew up. As far I can remember, I always had my mama by myside. She was a housewife. She stopped working when she had my third brother. I remember waking up in the morning, the first thing I will look for is her. She will give me breakfast, I will keep her company while she was hanging the clothes, cooking and etc. Basically just spent my entire day with her. Suddenly I felt this pain in my heart, for not being able to do so with my daughter.

My Cheecky Little Girl :)

I remembered when I was in primary school, the teacher asked me, what do I want to be when I grow up, I simply answered, “Housewife, teacher”. It’s not that I don’t have any other ambition, because to me family comes first. My mom had instilled that in me and I wanted to become just like her. A perfect mother and wife. Till this day, I still have that dream. I want to be able to spend time with my kids, to watch them grow in front of my eyes. Yes it may sound pathetic but this is who I am.

When I had Arissa, my whole world changed. Yes it is very overwhelming for a first time parent. Thank god I have my mother in law for the first two weeks when she I had Arissa. With minimal supervision and guidance, and with my loving husband’s support, I managed to make it through. Although I cried the first night I brought her home J. Everything is about Arissa. Even in my sleep, I’ll be dreaming of her. I can’t imagine my life without her. Now I know how my mom felt towards her children. I wished that I had been able to see this before she went away so that I can appreciate her even more.

“Arissa baby, I hope you understand. It’s not that I don’t want to be with you, it’s just circumstances. I wish I could spend the whole day with you. Nothing is more fulfilling than to be with you.Even at work mama has your pictures on the board right in front of me. There is not even a minute that I am not thinkin of you.  Mama loves you sooo much and one day when you’ve become a mother, you will understand the sacrifices both me and papa have to make. I’ll pray that one day I will be able to give what Mamapah has given me to you J”

The "Hottest" Gal In Town

Hi Fellow Yappers...

Wow dah berhabuk dah my blog nie.Nak nak asyik kene perli sebab tak update blog.Terase mak, noks.Sebab dah terase sangat, so I pun checkout at my friends punye blog. Nak checkout la brape "puluh" tahun dah sebenarnye tak update my blog ni..and the result..jeng jeng jeng......

Tersentap wa cakap lu..

1 month ago tuuuu.Tapi to be exact it's been almost 7 weeks.Kalau tengok balik, my blog will be at the bottom of the list sebab tak update-update..ish ish ish.But whatever it is, at the last picture you can see ade orang lagi lame tak update, so i'm a bit relieved :p

So back to my title.. Some of us have to work today *sob sob*. But sebuhsan-buhsan mane pun, me and my peeps will always find a way to make it fun. Today we manage to capture a moment of the hottest gal in town (at least in AMD level 3..SAP Team that works today) ßI have to make sure that statement is correctly written..nanti ada orang marah plak..ahaks..

So to all the girls out there, ever been in a position where you wished you’re the “It” girl. The mean popular girl (no Aini..I’m not asking you…coz I know you’ve been there, done that :p). Every guy wants you and every girl wants to be you.I’m sure you have!!! ßIni cita-cita zaman high school..i bet not know kan..LOL

Well..this “Gal”..(kene dalam double quote sebab sebenarnye dah tak girl dah nie) today she’s the hottest chick in town. Surrounded by guys..siapakah dia?....*drum rollsssss*

Check out the guys surrounding her..miahahah (gelak evilzz)

Check out her sexy back..miahahahaha2x (gelak lagi evilzzz)

Siapakah gadis bertuah ini?!? Jeng jeng jeng..Miahahaha3x (gelak laagi evilzzzz)

Amboi amboi…sukenyee die

Sorry Aida..just kidding..I know you can take it..bak kate you to me J..thank you for making our day in the office..hehehe.my baby is kicking like crazy when I am uploading and writting this post..till then fellow yappers…

p/s I will try to keep my blog from having spiderwebs..hehehe