Lately I've been thinking a lot about how life will be like in another month time. It will definitely change. 

Kalau dulu balik ade hubby, nanti ade two little kids jer tunggu. Nak masak pun nanti mesti tak semangat dah. Kalau malam2 nak manje/malas, "Darling tolong buat milo, pweaseee. You punye milo paling power!". Nanti dah takde dah orang nak jawab sambil senyum cakap "Milo dah siap!". Kalau dulu ade orang nak gaduh2 lepas geram, nanti lepas geram kat bantal jer lah jawabnye (I'm sure you lega with this part :p).

In a month time, my beloved habibi (husband) will be in Lumut to start his new job. Embarking on a new journey in his career. *sob* *sob*.  Although I'm happy that you finally taking this big leap, deep deep in my heart, berat hati want to let you go. But I know some sacrifices has to be made and IT IS for our future :).

All I can give you right now hanyalah doa and support untuk mengiringi langkahmu (ape ke hal melayu benor ayat nieh :p) for this new adventure. I love you darling!!! 

Came across this video and somehow it fits the whole situation right now.

Layanzzzz~~~

When Sophie refused her appa

This is a very short post. Malas nak tulis panjang lebar since it is Friday.

So news flash! My hubby will soon be a weekend husband, embarking on a new journey for his career. And I am truly happy that he finally took the plunge. Definitely sad to be apart from him, mana tak nye, since we were together back in 2004 till now, we've never actually been apart. Mana tak nye kalau kat UTP at least mesti pi dinner sesame and NO!!! we are not the belangkas type of couple (denial mode). But InsyaAllah for a brighter future, we need to make some sacrifices.  Semoga dipermudah kan segalanye.

Ok panjang lebar la cite nye, point of the story, I don't know why but lately Sophie has been distant with him and refused her appa(papa). Whenever the father dukung she will cry, but with everyone else, she's ok. Maybe she knows that papa is going away for work soon.

So this is a hilarious moment last nite. Manage to capture it although quality takde la high definition kan.

Miahahahaha!!..Siap geleng2 kepala tu yang tak tahan. My theory is, sophie merajuk because when mama was sick, papa left her with mama alone to play futsal thus the injury (will blog about that soon).... :p

We love you papa!

You know you're a mommy when.....

It's Thursday and it's THROWBACK TIME!!

Lately I'm surrounded with so many pregnant ladies (yes literally with families and friends). I felt excited pulak to have another kid (Zaid don't get to excited). But not now, not yet!

If i were to be pregnant again, I want my kids to be independent, at least to take care of themselves, ie makan/mandi, tengok tv sendiri. Tak larat dah nak dukung-dukung like I used to dukung Arissa while I was carrying Sophie.

So today I would like to share baby pic of Arissa and Sophie while they were still in the hospital.

This was back in March 2010 and April 2012. See the similarities but I think you can spot which one is Sophie. Sophie yang belah kanan yang banyak rambut tu. Hehe. Look at them now.

So different kan?!? Sorang sooo curly and the other is like super straight. Having kids really turned my life upside down (in a good way). I can't never imagine that another life would need me so much in their life but now I have two.

Here's list of "You know you're a mommy when...". Saje nak share, something to ponder about

1. You're always complaining about having your own time(facial, gym, date night). But when you do all you can think of is your kid. 
2. You're FB wall are filled with loads of your kid's picture instead of picture of you camwhoring. Obsessed gile as if other people doesn't have a kid kan <---- note to self
3. You're going for shopping, you always buy your kid's clothes instead of your own. Tak kisah la panties dah berlubang ke, seluar koyak ke.
4. You're started to worrying about your kid not pooping and you kept going on and on about it. Kalau time single mingle, dengar pasal berak pun geli. Pffftfff!!
5. You don't really care what's on cinema anymore. All that lingers in your head are the cartoons theme song in your head ie, barney, thomas, mickey mouse clubhouse, dibo,tayo..really?..i can go on and on with the names of the cartoons.
6. You started to eat vegetable yourselves just to show a good example. Actualy this is what I've missed for the past 25 years. Refused to eat sayur until you get a wake up call tengok your own kid munching on kacan botol..Double pfftfff!!
7. You started driving 80km/h on a highway. Walhal dulu mak minah racing hokay. Bawak satria 160km/h..Ish ish - sorry pak polisi!
8. The time to get out from the house increased from 15 mins tops to full hardcore 120mins. This includes packing, bathing, preparing susu and what not, car seats. Yes thank you daddies out there
9. You started looking at the best prices/offers for diapers and formula at the supermarket. Dulu jalan buat bodoh jer.
10. Last but not list. The suffering of a husband. Alah tak yah nak deny la. All mommies does this. I think we concentrate so much  at our kids that sometime we forget our beloved habibi. Kesian!!. Kalau dulu, "Darling you nak makan ape tonite?" skarang jadi "Baby mama nak makan ape tonite?". That is why hubbies out there need to pick up other things to mengisi masa lapang ie futsal. Alasan nak sihat kan badan walhal deprived of kasih sayang..miahahaha......

So if you went through the list and 50% fits you, then confirmlah! You are a mommy!!!

Till then folks..Renung2 kan lah :p

What do I come home to?

Terasa malas yang amat after the long weekend. Nak nak esok pun cuti lagi coz nak dating with hubby. Lagi lah malas..When you're this lazy, all you think of is going back to your loved ones. So what do i come home to?
Have a look at the video :)

Yeszaaa my two wonderful (sometimes annoying :P) kids. I love them nonetheless..Can't wait to go back and gomol both of you!!

 Happy Wednesday everyone!!

Twilight Mania

It all started back in 2008. I was still single back then and was posted in a project in Jakarta. Every week ulang-alik ke Jakarta. So that year, my sister in law (back then belum sister in law lagi) gave me books for my 24^th birthday. Wahhhhh mudenye daku. I remembered unwrapping my present and then I saw the cover of twilight. FYI to those who knows me, I memang penakut yang tahap giler babeng. So gelabah jugaklah dapat buku cover nye black color and ade tangan cengkung yang pucat / putih tengah pegang apple merah. Lepas tuh bace synopsis, what?!!!? VAMPIRE…BIAQ BETUI INAZ NIE!!!

Takut kan!!!...oklah i Exaggerated!!!

So tanpa segan silu I pi complain dekat my sister in law (I’m stressing here COMPLAINED!!) , saying that why did you give that book to me, takut la, macam-macam ayat mengada la yang telah dilontarkan. She just laughed and she told me the story about Edward and Bella. Wah wah, baru dengar cite dah rase melt. That next week on Monday, on the way to Jakarta, I started reading the book and instantly I fell in love with it. You can say that I am a hopeless romantic, tapi depan orang suka tunjuk macho. So time tuh berangan lah diri sendiri Bella and my hubby back then boyfriend, Zaid is Edward. Ahahahaha..nak tergelak pun ade.

To cut the story short, when I was preparing for my wedding, I somehow influenced one of my closest cousin, Kak Emi to read that book. OMG nak suruh bace punyelah susah. Die nie, if you know that I am penakut, she is worst..hehe (Sorry BP). But die pun somehow fell in love with it and she was pregnant at that point of time(ish ish ish).  She finish off all 4 books in the same week kot. Gilo!

So when the twilight the movie came out, I went with my hubby and few of my friends. New moon plak came out, hubby surprised me with gold class tickets coz I was pregnant with arissa time tuh. Time Eclipse keluar  tuh, he gave up, yelah chick flick. Tak larat nak layan kot, so me and kak emi went together. What a relieved for both our hubbies. So when breaking dawn part 1 keluar, my cuzzie surprised me with gold class ticks too, coz I was pregnant with Sophilea. And I think that’s why die tumbuh gigi taring dulu instead of the two gigi rabbit. Penangan Edward.

So when the last movie premier recently, it was my turn to surprise my cuzzie. So I book our seats at TGV Sunway Pyramid “The Club”. FUUHHH…syiok giler! At first lawak jugak because we saw two guys entered the cinema. We thought we were in the wrong hall. I siap bangun pegi check ok(being the paranoid me). Rupe-rupenye derang tuh “peminat” Edward Cullen. How do I know? Coz I heard them laughing mcm girls laughing suke tengok Edward. Heheh

Anyways, in the latest movie, you can see how the characters evolved and the quality of the movie has evolved too. If you remember Twilight was more like a budget movie back then, with the latest release, you can totally see the difference. Quality of film, quality of make up, quality of the scripts, quality of the CGI, quality of the stunts and even their acting got better(referring to Kirsten Stuart). But I think thanks to my STML (short term memory loss) after delivering Sophilea, it has definitely made the movie even better. Serious it was as if I have not read breaking dawn before. Kalau tak sure ade jer nak complain. See moral of the story always see the cup half full. To conclude, I think it was definitely the perfect ending to the whole saga. It did somehow bring a tear(I stress here “A”) to my eyes. Reason there’s nothing to look forward anymore.And yes I’m still in love with Edward Cullen (character in the book not movie coz my imagination is wayyyyyy better) So don’t forget to catch the movie ok, all the twilight fans out there. This is worth watching.

Where's that legohead?!?!

Where’s that legohead?!?

If you’re looking for review on legoland, I think you’re going to be disappointed. Hehe… Have you seen a legohead before. Yes the one yang nampak macam helmet tuh! Kalau tak pernah tengok sile tengok kat bawah...

OK! I’m sure most of us played with lego before and we did encountered the legohead. But have you ever seen a real life legohead….scroll la ke bawah...

                                          Keep On Scrolling :)

Macam legohead kan!..Meet my second daughter...Nik Hanis Sophilea AKA Legohead..hehehe

HAPPY MONDAY everyone!!

The Double "S"

This morning I woke up around 4am and tak boleh nak tido balik. One because Arissa has been soo lesak lately that she keeps on tendang, sepak, tumbuk and hempap me. Domestic abuse mase tido..kekek...Secondly my second baby in the tummy asyik tendang mcm thai kick boxer..sakit plak tuh..takpe takpe..at least I know you are strong in there. Thirdly, I am thinking about my brother's engagement this coming Sunday. Last but not least, I've been thinking about the cost of moving and the quotation I received yesterday from the movers..nak tau brape..sat nak bagi hangpa semua tengok..rase mcm nak terberanak smalam bile nengoknye...

Jeng jeng jeng....

 Mak aih!!!!...Mase tgk Total amount..rase nak terbranak ok..and may I remind you, that I am moving the stuff to a location which is 10km away jer. I shall not name the movers...tp sgt la tension sampai rase mcm nak jadi mcm polar bear kat bawah nie..Atie ,sorry kak nana used your fav animal nie.

 

Akibatnye I went home later that usual sebab my heart was palpilating like hell...*sigh*..anyways I am waiting for new quotation yang lebih masuk akal sebab quotation tadi tuh memanglah tak tercapai akal mu!! I hope they will give me reasonable price sebab last time I moved with the same movers it was wayyy cheaper and they did it in 1 day..nie mintak 2 days..dahla dah amik cuti sebab nak pindah nie.

So I ended up waking up like exhibit A down here and now looking like Exhibit B..Now I am having the double "S" = Sleepy + stress..Siap muntah-muntah plak pagi nie..haihhhh...oklah sajer nak meluah perasaan..

Till then..TATA!!